Piano Rob!!

I want to be in a room with this man to hear him play. Have you seen the DVD of him playing... I swear it brings tears to my eyes. Even just thinking about it. He is more than just hot piece of MAN, but a talented one at that.. I am sure he has other talents too.... *wink* but the piano man talent just makes me fall for him harder... Its like he is in other world when he sits there.... he loves to create... you can see it. OMG the mouth, lip thing he does in the video... its hot.... But his piano talents.... ya that's what I was talking about.... Piano piano piano.... kay. He truly appears to enjoy himself when he is sitting there.... I wish I could peek in on that joy...maybe even share some of it....if possible... Rob you are amazing.... keep doing what you love.....just maybe share it with us more??? please

*Tenneil*

GQ

My feeling about these photos...finally.

Breathe... first how can one man be so beautiful? Your every pose and look is intense...almost sad like you are trying to tell me something... and its not good. Like leave me alone??

You are beyond handsome... your lips smooth and and those hands ...makes me think of your caress...how soft and precious it might be....a tender hug I think I would like.....

You do look sad in these photos.... it makes me sad...I want you to be happy.....hey, I know this blog and the girls are really funny if you need a good laugh...

I think I lost track somehow... but you in these photos.. leaves me speechless... you are perfection... in your own way....

*Tenneil*

Madness pt 2

Just got my second copy of Twilight!! OMG Costco Edition... its so beautiful!!I comes with many extras that I just couldn't pass up.

The Twilight buzz in my life is consuming me.

I get nothing done these days.

Early mornings and late nights.

Not that I mind.

My little slice of heaven... of Robert!!

I must say though I do miss seeing you on the big screen.

Maybe I will have to do it one more time..

just cuz..

*Tenneil*

Random

Thinking about how you are doing lately...I have had so much Rob time with all of the "stuff" that has come out I am coming down...from my high.. Its sad really. I don't know where my thoughts are of you today... I haven't heard or seen you in days.. Sorry about the kids choice awards..are you?? Don't get me wrong it will be good to see you... but it just feels like "they" are using you again... sorry today for my random thoughts... I wish you well...

Your smile in this picture intoxicates me....

What a weekend!!

Okay I have to be honest here... I was on such a high with the DVD release.. sharing moments with my friends, texting friend who was at a release, waiting to get into target at dawn....texting a friend to share the moment ...someone to share my squealing with... and now that its over... I am perplexed...wasn't this what I wanted to spend countless hours with Rob as Edward.... why am I feeling like something has come to an end. I mean this was the movie that brought us together.... brought Edward to life...but more him to me. I am so confused...

I guess I have Little Ashes and How to be releases. But something has changed...... IDK still confused!

*Tenneil*

Twilight Released!!!

Its out and let the countless hours of watching the man on screen begin....
I was at Target this morning....with dirty ole men buying the DVD probably to sell on ebay for way to much...sad.. I know... Anyway. I was there and had it in my hand I could not help but smile and yell Woo hoo... out loud. It was a great moment. I am still in need to getting my hands on the Costco version... love the stuff it comes with..
Tonight I will be watching the movie... and smiling for the next week or so. Who am I kidding every time I see it ...I will smile...even in its case!!

*Tenneil*

PS... glad to see they didn't make you suffer yesterday!! you were safe!!

Twilight DVD release....

I wonder if this is what he is feeling right now...

That he wants to run away from his life...

The fan girls that await him tonight...

I wish that I could met him... but not this way.

In a pub...drinking and laughing... sharing funny life stories..

Not him being all stressed out wondering if one of these girls are going to stab him.

Rob I wish you safety tonight....

*Tenneil*

Uniform guy!!

How come this picture of you as a boy looks like it has had lots of wear?? Was Mama P so proud she kept it in her wallet to show all??

So you've always had alot of hair..huh??? I must say I am feeling your newer do a bit better.. The school boy uniform gives me alot of new thoughts...we can talk about that in private though...

Been calling my local book stores for the GQ... man are you getting hard to find. I think that I am trying a bit early...but I don't want to miss you... I need to get mine laminated..HEEHEE.

Have I told you lately how much you consume my life and find your way into every bit of it....it all makes me smile...that much more!!

*Tenneil*

Can't find you???

I cant find you??? where are you and when are you coming to a town near me??

This magazine you are suppose to be in...does it exist??? I cant find you??

I am getting worried..

Rob would you drop me a note letting me know..please love...

*Tenneil*

OUTTAKES...HUH???

I have been looking at the GQ picture for days now. I still haven't found the special words I want to share with you and how they make me feel. But these photos.... calling them outtakes...HA!! He is beautiful and there is rarely a bad photo of him...these are included... Although... he looks tired and "so done with it all". I can see why they didnt grace the mag.

Rob can we talk a minute.... you are amazing at what you do. I am sure that we have only seen a glimpse of what you are compatible of. But they sadness in these photos makes me ask the question "is it worth it?" Your happiness.... your life...what YOU want??? Please continue to grace us with your presence as long as you want... But please run away when you need to...

Have I told you lately how much I adore you...well I do!!!

*Tenneil*

Hey Rob...

Wow, wish I knew where this picture was from....Nice Rob. Can I tell you how much the camera loves you... please don't stop sharing your love with us!!! Hey where are you right now?? Just so I know your safe. One of my Robsessed gave me a link to watch "bad mothers handbook" I am watching it today. I am very excited... Can I tell you I really think that age is making you very handsome!!! Well before I say something I might regret...Have a great day.... where ever you are!!!

*Tenneil*

PS ....I have learned that this photo is shopped... bummer!!

You want me to go where???

Okay, most of you know that Rob has been sent to a Walmart shindig...seriously are you f*ucking kidding me. Rob looks real happy in this photo, doesn't he???

This makes me sad... I feel bad for this man. Why aren't his management staff of people looking out for him.... I know as an actor you have commitments but this is crazy. He is being exploited and seriously taking advantage of. His is an amazing actor and beyond his years. I feel the need to protect him., to even apologize. I didn't even put him in this situation but I am SORRY.

*hangs head in shame*

I hope that you are able to run from this and find your happy place....

*Tenneil*

WASTED....

I am totally useless since these photos have hit the Internet. How can a man be this breath taking....

I have giving up trying to do anything..

I just want to look at him all day....

I haven't even thought through the emotions that these photos do to me...maybe tomorrow.. I just cant right now.

Sad I know.

F*cking kill me now!!

I am having a hard time doing anything today. I saw these photos of Rob in the April GQ magazine and I am a complete mess.

These photos are one of the hottest pics of this man. The kind of f*ckmenowrighthere. I am utterly helpless since seeing these. Speechless, sort of (HA HA). This one with the hole in the knee...hairy knee. Sorry, but I have a thang for hairy men...(hair in all the rights spots mind you).. Anyway, the new photos make me want to do naughty things with you Mr. Pattinson....real good naughty things.

I love the smoking one also...that come hither stare he has... you Robert sooooo know what you are doing to me... you are killing me softly..Hell what a way to go!!

*Tenneil*

His Laugh!!!

Okay, after listening to the commentary youtube videos out there...His laugh is all I can think about. Wanting not only to hear it but to be the one who is making him laugh. Could I make you laugh Rob??I love when he laughs at himself.... his laugh is infectious..... I can't help but giggle myself. I love hearing and seeing him happy. I wish I knew what really makes him tick.

You are a DRUG for me Robert... Making me collect photos of you...watching videos on the Internet. Talking with people who make me feel like stalking you is an okay thing to do...I mean stalking in the nicest way possible... but really its more like observing from afar!!!I cant seem to get enough of you.....You are making me question my sanity.... WHY??

*Tenneil*

Think you can fool us??

Well how is it going Rob?? Are those the robcrotch video jeans?? I must say I am sad looking at this photo of you. Like I am one of those pestering paps following you... I am also wondering if you think this outfit of yours is fooling anyone...you sexy beast?? Hey, whats in the bag??

You look like your trying to summons Edward. Getting in character are you?? I hope that all is going well. Sorry for the letter today...but I feel like I needed to talk to you...rather than just than just talking about you... Glad to see you are okay...I can't say happy because you don't look like it... I hope you find it soon. But if this what you must do to be Edward by all means..

*Tenneil*

The One... and his beautiful voice

This man is unbelievable.....not only is he handsome, he is an actor beyond his years, humble...seriously could go for days about this man...let me get to my point....UGH! Okay I have been listening to the man sing...he has a beautiful talent...... this one I love. It made me sad the other day when I read something about him saying his music has become something to live up to. How maybe people expect curtain things out of him when it comes to his music and he cant live up to that..... he hasn't touched his guitar since... Now I don't know how true it is....but....if.... it is........

OMG what are we doing to this man... I never wanted to make him feel that way... I will say I am sorry... if he could hear me.

Rob, your voice in untouchable and you have touched my soul... please I beg of you don't stop...ever....Even if I never hear your voice sing again...please don't ever stop.....

*Tenneil*

Obsess MUCH??

Okay.... My DH lost a bet a few days ago and the bet was for the new blockbuster 5ft poster of my dear Edward. To my surprise he came home with these also. I squealed!! He had to go to 2 blockbuster locations and ask 2 separated times for this poster. He says no more bets!! Man he's no fun. Oh, did I tell you he had our 3 children with him?? HA HA.

I seriously can not believe the type of mechanise that has received the Twilight seal. I am not complaining, don't get me wrong. More pictures and stuff of Rob.... I am sooo okay with it... I think I might need a special room for it all... OOOHHHH a Rob room.....ME LIKEY!!

*Tenneil*

Perfection!!

Rob can I tell you how much I love this picture!! Perfection seems to be my word of choice these days... You are beautiful!! Your hair, smile, that shirt (OMG seriously you are killing me), the scruffy, and finally the hands..... heavenly...I LOVE THOSE HANDS!!

"Real Rob"??

I love this photograph.. why because he's being honest.

I cant imagine having people stalk my every move. He doesn't appear to like the attention, but who can blame him. I know he is gorgeous without even trying, but still is it fair? This picture only make me want to get to know the "real Robert Pattinson" The sit down have a drink at the bar (pub) talk about the stupid things, how was your freaking day going? tell me about your childhood, what your favorite book and why?what are you passionate about? what gets you up in the morning? how do you like your coffee? why didn't you like school? how come you got kicked out?, whats you favorite color and why?kind of guy.

I sure we see parts of the "real" Rob.. but it just makes me wander even more. It makes me think of when he said something about when he falls in love he going to write her a bunch of love letters.... that's the guy I want to know. *sigh*

*Tenneil*

His Smile..

Robert has one of the most beautiful smiles I know. I could look at him smiling all day... wait I have done that. Anyhoo, The only thing I dont like is the fact that I am not the one putting it on his face *sigh*.

I love when he is happy... I want him to be happy. Again I just wish I was the one making him happy. But his happiness is my happiness. I love how you can see how happy he is all over his face. He lights up!!

I hope that you are happy today Rob....

Sex Drive Rob!!

This is one of my favorite photographs of the man. He is so beautiful. I love his eyes...looking into your soul. With a come hither stare. I want to shag you all night long. I want you!! so come to me... all that with one look, with his eyes.

The lips partly open, tempting with desire. His teeth slightly showing telling me I bite... but not too hard. The SEX hair... for the love of God. His copper hair tossed perfectly ....forming a look of want, desire and just plain perfection. Calling my name for me to run my fingers through it.

Looking at his shirt... that is carefully unbuttoned to a dangerous level...making me want to take it off all the way.

His jaw clenched revealing more jaw porn than I can almost bare.

So many emotions from this one photo... I love this MAN!

*Tenneil*

What does he smell like??

I have thinking about doing a blog of sometime now. I was trying to find "my" angle. But I couldnt think of something overly clever, so I decided to do a journal style... my thoughts shared with you. Not original I know... but I am trying here.

As for my first post... I wanted to address something that I have thinking about alot lately... His smell... What do you think he smells like?? leather, stale cigarette smoke, roses, stetson cologne, dirty gym socks, sauve shampoo, carnations, wet dog, just made chocolate chip cookies, all of the above??? I had a friend tell me she wishes she could have his pillow case... OMG can you imagine if that were possible! I would sooo love to know all of his smells... to better picture him in my day dreams.

*Tenneil*

How it all started...

Well... December of '08' my birthday. I purchase "Twilight" as a b-day present for myself. A friend had been encouraging me to do so.... so I thought what a great idea for myself. As of the past 7 years the only books in my life have been children related, ie "what to expect when expecting" "the portable pediatrician" exciting stuff I know. I was wanted to read something for myself, for pleasure if you will.

December 25th, I started "Twilight" and fell in love. I read all 4 books in 11 days (no mommy awards handed out in these days) I was consumed, every moment I had was in a book. I stopped eating... really. Just enough to get me by (the twilight diet, I call it). I could not get enough. I took my husband to see "Twilight the movie" ( he was not too excited but went for me) and it was captivating. Well, it all come to an end..... saw the movie, read the books, I wanted more... a fix...so I started googling, youtubing things...anything about the movie, characters. It started with the movie.... but then realizing a pull more to the main character Edward. Who was this man playing him... I needed more. Youtube what a beautiful thing. I found out more information about the man I was obsessing for than anywhere else ( and I could hear him speak). I found out this man could sing, act (or create), laugh, smile. I was falling hard.

I felt alone.... was I the only one??? surely not. My days and most nights were spent in front of a computer trying to find out anything and everything. I was becoming "ROBSESSED" I stumbled across this beautiful site/blog that would make me feel at home. I lurked for weeks before posting a comment. This was all so new. Was I sane??? Then I didn't care anymore if I was sane or not......

Thank you to all the ladies I have met....letting me know its okay to fall for a man I have never met.... yet???

*Tenneil*

What does the hubby say??? well he is supportive, I come home to him and adore him greatly... but he also knows that if he was abducted by aliens....Rob would be the first person I would run to!!