watching over me???

I felt like I was being watched yesterday...

everything I did and where I went inside

the house and out...

Have you ever felt like this????

Was it you Edward??? were watching over me

and making sure I was safe???

Please don't stop if it was you....

if it wasn't you... then I am freaked out...

HTB!!

Big day....

I do wish

i could see

you on the

big screen...

But now I

will be glad

to just see

you at all.....

This part looks

amazing and

something you

could really

"create" with..

I heart Robart...

Speculation?? can be hurtful...

This is the thing....

Rob goes home for whatever

reason and people are questioning

his every move??

People back off....

Rob is a person....

who cares why he went to LA??

there are a million reasons why??

You know he is starting a new

movie in June ??

For whatever reason it may of been

its his reason... JUST SAYIN...

*Tenneil*

ps... is he dating this women too??

cause you know he is

standing real close to her

WHATEVER...

PE...dossier inspired

I wish I could make PE do more....LOL

But when the Dossier photos came

out I got inspired.... so here

is my version of PE Dossier...

~SWOON~

Man I wish I could of been able to get that

pea coat off...to put a wife beater on you....

*Tenneil*

Edward on the mind...

Been thinking about you in Vancouver...

playing thee man...Edward..

I am excited and sad...

excited to see you playing the man

whom brought me to you...

Sad.. because you will break Bella's heart...

and mine... in New Moon...

Excited...because I will see you again on

the big screen...

Sad... because will have to share you

with Jacob....

Excited... for New Moon moments...

Sad.. for new moon moments...

I am praying the Chris Weitz can pull this off..

and bring us this beautiful story.. and it be strong

and true... Good luck ... to you Robert..

and everyone else with the film...

*Tenneil*

ET??? WTF

Okay this is me ranting...

I got all comfy last night

on the phone with a friend..

to get ready for the BIG news

on ET??? seriously..

Could they possible drag this whole

thing out any more???

I mean really all of like two questions...

have they really even answered any of the questions

they said they were asking??

I am mad... and sad...

Was looking for Rob Pattinson love

and go nothing... a glip...that's it..

Heartbroken here...Heartbroken...

On the upside it was good to see you

in those few happy moments...

You look great....

Tenneil

GQ Outtakes...really this again??

Perfection...
at its best!!!

Dear Rob... you are breaking

my heart...

The sadness that alludes these photos make

me sad...

Please don't be sad....

please....

Eyes are the windows

to our souls...

Your soul needs a hug???

gladly I will give..

I must say first photo..

that smirk..

priceless...

but still sadness...

*Tenneil*

I am coming!!! don't move....

I was thinking.....

if I was in Vancouver and saw you

waiting on the corner...

I might offer you a ride....

I have said it before....but

I would like to met you and have dinner...

have an real conversation...

not as a fan girl ....not you as a movie star

just real people.... and hopefully

become friends..I know it sounds

weird...just hopeful I guess...

you are always genuine ...

so real...

Okay I don't want this to be creepy???

so I will end here....

Have a beautiful day...

Mr. Pattinson

ps....love seeing the blue plaid flannel shirt...

does Tom know you have it??? LOL

*Tenneil*

ROB!!!

Hey Rob....

so glad to see you....and smiling

In the mist of this chaos called your life

you still smile....

Thank you....

I am glad to see you.....

smiling....

SIGH!!

Can I say thank you...

for putting up with all

of this...

you handle it all very well...

Now I could use a hug...

Haunted Airman!!

I just watched this last night for the first

time.... OMG...

I really liked this movie...

You are lovely...

I think you handled this

roll very well.

I loved your darkness..

your mannerism.

The smoking thing made me laugh..

like every scene..

I didn't like how sad you were

wanted to cuddle with you...

to make it all better:)

But I found myself watching things like..

how you held a pen...the cigarette..

your eyes... counting moles...Sorry...

but they are adorable...your lips when

you took a drag of the cigarette...

I think I got carried away with you...

but the storyline was interesting...

I like to see how far you have come..

what you are capable of...

Good work looking forward to

future work...

Tenneil

Thinking about you!!

dear rob,

just wanted to say 'hi" and I've been thinking alot about you lately...hope you are okay... happy...having fun....working hard...

I am really lost for words today... I have so many thoughts..i just don't know where to start...

Edward....

Edward... well Rob.. ROBWARD....I have to tell you how I am missing Edward... I am excited to see what you create with him this time around... I hope that there are no more "spider monkey" moments.... but anyhoo... I am really excited to see this part of your version of Edward. I miss you intoxicating smile, your eyes in those contacts, your intense looks... passion and total devotion....The 6 jacket changes, I hope we have a holy wetness moments ( thanks Honey for naming that one). Your dazzling smile and sparkling skin...(happy trail) YOWZA... I seriously could go on for hours...this is what you do to me....

*Tenneil*

Speechless......

Speechless......this man leaves me speechless....

CAN'T.

BREATHE.

THUD.

MORE??? OUTTAKES???

NO WORDS...

*SIGH*

Outtakes????

OUT TAKE???

this is not right....

NOT RIGHT!!

This ROBsessing thing is not

going to get any easier to

give up if you keep doing

photo shoots like this....

These photos hurt me...

my soul...

my being...

Robert once again

PERFECTION!!

Kristen's bday

Well, Kristen has celeabrated her 19th birthday..... Happy Birthday Girl!! who has she celeabrated it with... appears to be twi family as well and boyfriend (oregano) and father... Well what I wouldnt of given to be a fly on the wall at that dinner table... :)

Almost feel bad for Oregeno...I mean not that he is even close to the likings of Robert Pattinson ...but to live with the fact that Kristen is with Rob working on the set...day after day... Gazing at and laughing with Rob... sounds like a perfect day to me... but to live with that pressure...well I would think it would be hard for him??? but got to give him credit Oregano is still there...for now!!

Robert and Kristen??? together??? someday??? IDK...I want Rob to be happy just not sure if its shes the one to do it... but who am I to say???

Happy Rob!!

Happy Rob... I love seeing this smile

He looks perfect, content, and

just plain enjoying himself!!

Thank you....

Glad to see you happy!!

Glad to see that smile...

Glad to see you as Edward!

Glad I could see it.....

little sad its not me!!

making you smile :P

So'k though

you deserve to be happy:)

Dossier Rob :)

I cant stop talking about these photos!! They are making me

insane. How can one person be so beautiful??? seriously...does

he know the affect that he has a women... but me mostly... His

very presence does intoxicate me.... I feel at times I might

hyperventilate... This is not right... Mr. Robert Pattinson is

my happy place... even if I am losing it....HAHAHAHA what a way to go.... Robert Pattinson

Style...

MOLE ALERT!

I don't know if anyone else has noticed

these very sexy moles on the man.

But i have...

I fancy them ALOT!

They're really beautiful...

I don't know if its where they are placed..

I don't why....

I just find them SEXY...

Thank You Mama P.... Thanks Photographer

Thanks Rob!!!for your perfection................

in your own way ................

OUTTAKE???

Again, an outtake... why did this make the cutting floor???IDK... Seriously, can this man do no wrong... Once again ....PERFECTION!!! in ROBERT Pattinson style....

WOW!!

These picture has surfaced within the last few days and all I can saw is dreamy!!

He is dreamy here.... filling my every bad boy fantasy's. Those jeans, he NEEDS to wear those more often...

Freaking hot hair - check

Tight ass jeans- check

leather jacket- check

cigarette- check

*SIGH* then *PANTS*

Changing panties.... check

*Tenneil*

What can I say???

Well first of I feel the need to apologize... I tried several times to post this weekend with no avail. Damn computer. Anyway the man at hand....

All of the rumors going around about Rob has a girl friend ??? who is she... is it Nikki???

You know what.... I don't really care honestly.... I just really want Robert to be happy...If it is with Nikki then so be it...

Doesn't he deserve to be happy??? I think he does... He has many great attributes to offer a lady... so many that I don't even know about. He's 22 people... he is beyond his years but he is still young...

Rob love... be happy.... be who you are...be with someone that makes you complete.... be with someone... who makes you smile, laugh....be with someone whom you want to write those letters to......be with someone.... who lets you be you... and if you are okay with being alone for now ....then do that too....

Now don't get me wrong it will be a sad

day for me...when he finds love...

*Tenneil*

PS... you so know what you are doing in these photos... just sayin

BBJ

Been thinking about your style... if we can call it that.. (you know I love you) I know its what makes you...you. But I am pretty sure I had a nightmare about this jacket last night... like the 70's had taken you over....UGH!!I know that you don't remember any of the 70's I don't really either but since I was born in them I guess I should. There is far more worse outfits you could wear but this jacket creeps me out.... sorry. Enough about whats bad lets talk about the good!!

First the shirt not my fav but the 3 buttons NOT done... Niiiice. Your sex hair... a freaking must have... the 3 day stubble... f*ck me.. I love the 3 day thing you got going on...and the smirk on your face.... priceless.. almost a come hither look... (coming love).

Seriously I really haven't seen too many pictures of you that are bad... Mr photogenic!!! DON'T CHANGE!!

*Tenneil*

Night Rob!!

Its way to late to even have a clear thought.... but I couldn't stop thinking about you today....tonight....I hope that you are happy tonight... Sweet dreams .....and a tender hug to you!!

How come I feel like saying now I lay me...down to sleep prayer??? will not go there... see it is late..

*Vancouver Sucks*

This man makes me speechless...look at him. But its more than that...really... I wish I could say I knew his soul ...but I do not. I wish I could say I know what makes him laugh...but I do not. I wish I could say I know what I would say to him if I met him...but I do not....
He is a person... but beautiful one at that... but he is just that...a person. All of this stalking that is going on in Vancouver is killing me. Not that I really wish to take part in it... well deep down inside I wish that I was watching from afar.. but the photos of girls bothering him during dinner its all disturbing. I guess it just hurts to see him enduring all the crazies.. I think that he's handling it better than I... just another reason to love him more....

*Tenneil*

How his life has changed!!

He looks careless and somewhat enjoying himself here.. The gorgeous hair and the jaw porn is in full gear. Eyes that look tired but a slight smile that makes me melt. What is in his hair?? reminds me of how he loves to laugh and be silly.If only I really knew. The rosey cheeks..how cute is that. The hands... someone is going to really enjoy those hands someday...Hmm. I love the fact that he has hairy arms...its just so yummy!! Times have changed for you HUH Mr. Pattinson... but you remain true to yourself...don't you??

*Tenneil*