a moment...

As I try to gain back my life that I once knew before Mr Pattinson.....

I made cookies.... with my boys... a somewhat easy normal task...right??

WRONG...

As we start.. the meadow is playing in the back ground.. to get things going... yeah know...

Hes apart of everything even the simple tasks...

Anyway... this is the conversation I had with my son...

DS~ "mommy i like that song"

DM~ "Mommy does too"

a few seconds pass...

DS~ "why are you sad mommy"

DM~ " mommy's okay ... just my heart is sad"

DS~ "I love you Mommy" as he pats my back...with flour covered hands..

DM~ I love you too... so very much... finished with Eskimo kisses...

I don't have the heart to really tell him ...

mommy cares so deeply for someone ...

that shes never met...

That his mommy might be mental...

and need some professional help...

*tenneil*